Prof. Dr. Sinsi
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Yaşam Nedir ?|Masal Ve Hikaye Özetleri
YAŞAM NEDİR ?
Gökyüzünde dünyayı yaşarken sonsuz özgürlüğümle birlikte, yaşamı arıyordum ne olduğunu bilemeden  Bir su damlasıydım, güneşin ışıklarında renklerle oynayan, karanlıklarda yıldızlarla konuşan  Mutluydum rüzgarla birlikte maviliğe savrulurken, mutluydum kuşlarla kanat çırparken, mutluydum gökkuşağı olup renkleri saçarken 
Takılmışken bir bulutun peşine, görürdüm yaşayanları yeryüzünde  Hepsi zamanla koşar gibi, hep bir şeylerin peşinde  Bazen bir kuşun kanadına karışır, uçardım onunla, rüzgâra karşı çığlıklarla birlikte
Yaşamı sorardım kuşlara, nedir diye? Özgürlük derlerdi bana  Göklerde özgürce kanat çırpabilmek, rüzgâra baş kaldırmak Ama yağmur yağdığında özgürlükleri elinden alınır, ağırlaşan kanatları daha fazla çırpınamazdı damlalar karşısında  Sığınırken bir kaya kovuğuna, özgürlüklerini teslim ederlerdi yağmura, sessizce 
Karıştım bir gün yağmur damlalarının arasına, gücü hissedebilmek için  Toprağa karışmak istedim, çoğalmak istedim, azgın bir nehir olup akmak istedim, deniz olmak istedim, yaşamı bulmak istedim, yaşam olmak istedim  Terk ettim gökyüzünü güneşe veda edemeden  Altımda gittikçe büyüyen yeryüzü beni kendine doğru hızla çekerken daha da büyüdüm, çoğaldım Koşmaya başladım bir an önce toprağa kavuşabilmek için Yaşamı hissedebilmek için  Yaşam olabilmek için  
Toprağa ilk dokunuş, ilk sarılış  Sıcaktı toprak, gökyüzünün olamadığı kadar  Beni sarmaladı şefkatle, beni içine aldı sevgiyle  
Sevdim onu  Seviyorum dedim yaşamayı seninle birlikte  Toprağın
derinliklerinde, karanlık sıcaklıklarda güveni hissettim  Zaman
geçtikçe büyüdüm, çoğaldım  Yerimde duramaz hale geldim 
Güneşi özledim  Yıldızlara merhaba demek istedim  Terk ettim
toprağı Sıcaklığını, şefkatini Bir sabah çiçekler açarken gökyüzünü
gördüm yeniden  Öylesine mavi, öylesine sınırsız, öylesine özgür 
Aktım, gittikçe büyüyerek  Beni sarmalayan toprağa dokunarak
aktım  Nereye gittiğimi bilemeden  Sadece yaşamı öğrenebilmek için aktım  Benimle çiçekler açtı ağaçlar da, topraktan otlar fışkırdı delicesine  Ben onlara yaşamı sunarken, cevap veremediler bana
yaşam nedir diye sorduğumda  Büyümek istedim  Daha hızlı akmak, denize kavuşmak istedim  Aktım gökyüzünün görünmediği ıssız ormanların arasından, yıllardır kımıldamaktan korkan taşları peşimde sürükleyerek, başkaldırırcasına   Başakların rüzgârla dans ettiği ovalara geldiğimde duruldum  Onları seyredebilmek için yavaşladım  Sordum uçuşan kelebeklere yaşamı  Rüzgarla dans mı diye? Cevap vermediler bana  Denizi aradım uzaklarda, görebilmek için köpürdüm, taştım ona bir önce dokunabilmek için
Sonra bir sabah, daha güneş ışıklarını serpmeye başlamamışken dünyaya, uzaklarda maviliği gördüm  Gördüm orada canlılığı, başkaldırmışlığı, hasreti  Kavuşmak istedim bir an önce, sarılmak istedim  Koynuna girmek istedim bir sevgili gibi  Yaşamı istedim ondan  Dokunduğumda denize, balıklar kaçtı benden, suyum karıştı denize  Bir oldum onunla 
Ufacık bir damlaydım, bulut oldum, toprak oldum, deniz oldum,
okyanus oldum Kapladım dünyayı canlılığımla Dalgalarla oynarken derinliklere karıştım  Derinliğin sessizliğinde güzellikleri buldum  Yaşam gizlenmiş güzellikler midir diye sordum denize? Cevap alamadım  İnsan olmak istedim  Yaşamın ne olduğunu öğrenirim diye  
Aynı toprak gibi sıcak ve karanlık bu yer bana güven verdi, huzur
verdi  Zaman geçtikçe, yerime sığamaz hale geldim  Güneşe
sarılmak istedim  Yıldızları görmek, denizle konuşmak istedim  
Yaşamı insanlara sormak istedim  Işıkla tekrar kavuştuğumda
özgürlüğümü hissettim yeniden  Küçük bir su damlasıyken
gezdiğim gökyüzünü yeniden görebilmek mutluluk verdi 
Büyüdüm zamanla  Diğer insanlarla birlikte, zamanla birlikte  Sordum insanlara yaşam nedir diye? Cevap veremediler  Bir gün aşık oldum birisine, neden diye sormadan kendime  Bir kuş gibi özgürce, bir nehir gibi delicesine akarak, bir deniz gibi sınırsızca sevdim birisini 
O zaman anladım ki; YAŞAM SEVGİDİR 
SADECE SEVGİ
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